Older Man Mishap?

So the DJ I had talked about in the last blog entry had asked me to come out to see him DJ this past Thursday night...so I did of course. The week had gone by though where neither of us had each others phone number and he didn't even know my name.

I danced with many different men/women of all ages and races that night and I had a total blast but of course I couldn't stop checking out the DJ and smiling at him and really only wanting to be dancing with him that night. Although the DJ had asked me to come out that night...I couldn't help but feel that perhaps he wished I hadn't. Toward the end of night I waited for him as usual because I wanted to spend some time with him just as we did last week. He claimed he couldn't hangout that long because he had to DJ for a wedding the next day...same excuse as last week of course. So as we walked out the door he got stopped by some people outside to chat for a second but I just kept walking to my car because well...I was feeling a little pushed to the side.

By the time I had gotten inside my car who do I see running up to my car... the DJ. So I smile and let him in my car. He finally gets my phone number and asks me my name as well. So I figure he'll call or text me soon as he proclaimed to do. He kissed me goodnight and then walked over to his car.

So the next night I go out to the bar knowing that he has to DJ for a wedding and won't even be at the bar(assuming of course). Turns out...he came into the bar as a local and not as the DJ...but did he take the time to call me or ask me out to spend time with me...no, he didn't. Of course I was feeling hurt and I had left the bar early that night, but I didn't even know he was their when I left until a friend told me they had seen him their. He was on the opposite side of the bar and didn't bother asking anyone about me apparently.

I really wanted to spend some time with him but I think because of our age difference...he's blowing me off a little because he's perhaps uncertain. Sure I'm an attractive girl and had hot looking guys pulling me in close to dance but...I only wanted the DJ. I'm not sure what he's thinking...perhaps he doesn't really want me after all. I figure next week...I won't be so nice, especially if he doesn't call me before next Thursday arrives...or I just won't show up at all next week and see how he feels about that. Lets just say if I do go...I'm going to pretend to not notice him and dance and be with any guy I feel like instead of waiting for the DJ to make up his mind or tell me how he really feels.