Tuesday, July 31, 2007

WRITE OUT LOUD

Two months ago I met yet another guy at a club that I frequent on Friday nights and needless to say the relationship didn't work out accordingly. Our true colors came out earlier this afternoon via text message when I hadn't heard from him in four days and took it upon myself to find out what his story was. It was unfortunate that I couldn't talk to my own Boyfriend about the "Asian Redneck" I was with that had ticked me off while in Orlando last week because my Boyfriend couldn't grasp the fact that I went somewhere with another guy. The guy I had been dating even took it upon himself to call me a "Player" today, but we all know "it takes one to know one". So other than the fact my Boyfriend was upset that I had gone away with another man for three whole days his other reason for being upset with me consisted in a box I had brought over to his home. I had brought an emptied eBay box from my house that I filled with several parakeet items from when I had parakeets so that he could use the items for his parakeets. He had gotten upset that I had taken it upon myself to take a black Sharpie marker and use it over the address that was still left on the box. I would never ask a person why they crossed their address off of something as he proceeded to do and I think it's only common sense as to why anyone would do such an act. I am single once more because I went on vacation with a male friend and I don't want people I barely know to have my address. Dating for me has become so ridiculous that I'm not even sad about this one and I'm starting to wonder if the only guys who are single are basically single for good reason. I think I just knew that this relationship wouldn't progress into anything more than what it was since I was slowly learning things about him that I didn't really like. As for now it looks like I'm off once more for my quest to find my perfect soul mate and try to see if I can accomplish my "25 year plan" as a friend so jokingly put it.